Saturday 23 November 2013

How Can I Say

It was just a normal morning when my "smart" phone started Blinking with its blue light to highlight that there is a notification from facebook (too smart!). After a long reluctance i finally got it in my hands. after swiping my pattern (I always feel weird in drawing a pattern decided by myself only, can't cell be that smart to know that it's its owner who is unlocking it?). Soon after this "security" steps got completed, I got to know that my friend has posted something on my wall. With a child curiosity and a fear of embarrassment (You know, how friends are!), I opened that link. It was a normal-hilarious post saying, indirectly, that I am a cellphone's addict.
Although I knew it was somewhat right, I started a comment-fight.We fought for some six-seven comment then she ceased our fight in an earnest way. I got uncomfortable at my place. After a long pause i realized, "Shit! i upset her!". then, i tried to put my point but as we all know anger switch off our "wisdom-torch".


So, after my failed attempts of making myself understood, I tried to understand her. Then, I realized how some small little things can cause conflicts just because of difference in perceptions. My mind started boggling on what to do to make her see our friendship above "misunderstandings".Nothing came to my mind so forgetting what's going on my life, I opened my "Evernote" to write (see, now even writing requires cell).
I didn't realized when my words took the rhyming side to form a poem. After I was finished writing , I thought, "what's stopping me to make her read this?". Thus, without making any further delay I decided to send it to her but then an idea struck my mind that if our fight was because of some facebook's post then why not end this through a facebook post only.
I did as mentioned i.e., I posted my poem on her "wall". Then, she read it and her "caring- loving-sweet-friendly" side came up on top of her heart's brim thus overcoming her anger and she realized, "Nothing so stupid can break our peppy-friendship" . At the end of the day, we were like before actually more close now as a new understanding between us was born that day. That is, misunderstandings can never win over a true friendship. I thanked my conscience for making me to write. Also,I got a new reason to love poetry because sometimes it can convey, in a exquisite manner, what we want to say but couldn't express it otherwise.
Now, I want to share that poem here,







How can I say world is wrong
When I know my heart too is a evil strong


How can I say world don't understand
When my own words fail to get a stand


How can I say world hurt me a lot
When I am the cause of many hurts others have got


How can I say world is ruthless
When I am too care-less


How can I say world don't hear
When I too forget to share 


How can I say I am always right
When I can't see the thing from other sight


How can I say my words can never pain
When they are responsible for my loss and gain


How can I say to end this silence
When I have missed your all cared glance 


How can I say "I am sorry"
When I know I have only created this lament story 



Still I am here because you know my eyes
And My peppy face, my pjs and my silent cries



Still I am here after making you sad and getting you hurt
As I know you will forgive because ,unlike me , you have a heart.






20 comments:

  1. Sweet little poem. I need to write one for my friend too. Hard times.

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    1. Thank you!
      i would suggest you to do it soon as "time and space are best friends"

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  2. For some reason still unknown to me...I have always believed that "Friendship should always be a One-way Street...Once you enter into it ,there should be NO Options for leaving out ".
    It's that Unique Bond of Empathy that should be Preserved at the cost of no matter whatsoever it is !
    Doesn't matter who's responsible for any sort of differences creeping up between that BOND..."I" should be the first one to apologize and make him/her know that Our Relationship is way too STRONG to be dented by any force !

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  3. And I can claim with authority, Making that PAL feel so SPECIAL could make his/her Joy go UNBOUNDS !
    These inexplicable MOMENTS will keep strolling down their Memory Lanes till sine die !
    Because at the very end of the Day ,it's a harsh Truth :

    "Do pal ruka khwaabon ka karwaan
    Aur fir chal diye Tum kahan,Hum kahan"
    #JustTheMemoryRemains

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    1. It feels great to read your warm response and that you could draw your memories so perfectly!
      Will love to read you more.
      Keep writing!

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  4. True friends are indeed to be cherished. Lovely post. Please accept the Liester Award from my blog as a token of my appreciation.

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    1. Thank you Preethi for your appreciation as well as,for this award!
      I will reply to this award as soon as possible :)

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  5. Until you keep Writing...I would never fall Short of Putting my Views over your Inspiring thoughts too ! :)

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  7. love this poem, nd ur gesture!!

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  8. How can I say to Myself not to comment on this ....... :)

    It is toooo gooooood
    good reading :D

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